不被需要的感觉越来越强烈了。 从开始的不去想,到如今的逃避。我也许选择了一条我自己也无法明白的道路。 我就是这样,只会把坚强收在心里。也许你看不到我的好,但我宁愿你能委屈接受我的坏。一些你无法明了的,不是我言语上可以表达的意愿。不是每一个灵魂都可以互相依靠,但至少造物者给了我们感觉,而这种感觉形形色色,广散蔓延。一种感觉叫思念, 一种思念叫向往,一种向往叫动力,一种动力叫忍受。感觉已被遗弃。只有伤心的泪蕾,默默含苞待放。分享这一篇
Saturday, 12 December 2009
the forsaken
Posted by the untold stories at 06:10
Another day has passed by in my life.
Another day leaving me without a little bit of mercy and another day in front of me approaching me while my heart is still in sorrow.
How would you believe if i have to confess that i am a coward in myself.
no one would ever understand, these feelings of emptiness. sadden me from deep inside my heart. and tears has formed rivulet.who cares, who would care ...but only me, myself... would ever listen to the heart's beating and whispering in disappointment...
*Don't really like to cry but always cant help getting into a feeling of scared that is killing me as time passes by. day after day, my heart continuously dying.
每一个人都必须经历一些开心与不开心的时候。伤心是必然的经验。没有人可以避免的一种感觉。只是开心却不一定可以自己寻找。有时候一个人的天空很美,那是因为眼前的太阳还没失去。等到夜幕的到来已近时,你才懂的太阳的光芒是如此的珍贵。

看来都是同病相怜的人,去我blog看看吧。。
ReplyDelete对一些没遇过被抛弃的人也许不会知道这种感受,当一个人感觉被抛弃时往往是因为付出的东西开始不被承认,有时真的很矛盾,真的不懂要骗自己好还是面对,骗自己也许会好过些,可是面对现实很因该的,可是面对是多么的残忍,是一种非常痛苦的感觉。。。